February 28, 2008 - Thursday ~~ Next

Current mood: aroused
Category: Life


Then . . there was this song. . .

This song had most meaning for me when i dated the last boyfriend i had. . . I really was "infatuated" with him . . his bad boy attitude. . his way he could act like nothing hurt him . .. he was so wrapped up in . . . CRAP . . but .. looking back i guess it was how he dealt . .. I cant say i do or dont understand . . i dealt with things my way & ppl wouldn't necessarily have done that. . & I WAS with him (what was I thinking??? LOL). . .

But. . it always scared me that this would be him . . . or us. . . Sometimes. . I still wanna know. . what became of him . . just to know .. . by the time we seperated I was scared to death . . of what would happen if *I* made him mad. . but it didnt keep me from still wanting to be with him. . . hmm?? sumx. .. you wonder why you have done some things. . I dont regret anything anymore though . . . it all together. . has helped make me who I am today . . and while I may not be entirely happy "with" me. . I am pleased with my morales, what I stand for, what I believe in . . . & all those parts of me;) LOL



~~ 18 And Life ~~

[Bolan, Snake]


Ricky was a young boy, He had a heart of stone.
Lived 9 to 5 and worked his fingers to the bone.
Just barely got out of school, came from the edge of town.
Fought like a switchblade so no one could take him down.
He had no money, oooh no good at home.
He walked the streets a soldier and he fought the world alone

And now it's
18 and life
You got it
18 and life you know
Your crime is time and it's 18 and life to go

[repeat above]

Tequila in his heartbeat, His veins burned gasoline.
It kept his motor running but it never kept him clean.
They say he loved adventure, "Ricky's the wild one."
He married trouble and had a courtship with a gun.
Bang Bang Shoot 'em up, The party never ends.
You can't think of dying when the bottle's your best friend
And now it's

[chorus]

"Accidents will happen" they all heard Ricky say
He fired his six-shot to the wind - that child blew a child away.

[chorus]

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